Tuesday, October 5, 2010
went out with 2 friens,they came to fetch me,then we went to lavender there de pub drink drink drink... smoke,drink,pool,sing k :)
then after that we went to raffles hotel there,wanted to go to the highest floor like 79 level there to see the view de,but close le... was late by 20min....
then send me home n now im blogging here :) really nt in a good mood...
i have been telling myself not to think about other things but it jus cant.
Was very hard to fall asleep.
I even can cry when im sleeping.
then went awake,everything goes round n round again...
thinkin,sad n heart break.
i wonder y guy dnt appreciate girls that treat them so nice n good... or guy only like bad girl? Huh?
i dunno how long i can go on like this.. really very very tired le....
then now? cant even be friens?
must like hell n heaven? is it fair?
is it fair to hurt someone n get ur happiness?
wont he/she feel guilty or miserable?
Being love by a person is happiness,Love a person is hurtful.
Is it truth?
i really really wish we can be back to wat we used to be.
Jus stay happy n have fun? Cant?
Must really need to end everything includin being friens?
Is it even fair for me?
Do u even think of my feeling?
How will i feel?
Even till now no matter how deep u hurt me,i still thinkin that u will come to me.
I even willing to give up anything or everything jus for u.
I dont give promises,but i can give wat i can jus for u.
Love can be very hurtful... but for a moment,it can be very sweet n memorable.
Cause nothing last forever... Jus the eye u look into tells everything.
I miss the smells u have,i miss ur faces.
i miss ur body,i miss ur hugs.
i miss ur lips,i miss ur kisses.
I miss everything about u... Jus u...
I miss the way u hug me to slp. I miss the kiss every morning u will give me...
A morning kiss <3
I miss u... alot alot....
~i hope all my wish will come truth someday :)
[Xiiaoyun]
then after that we went to raffles hotel there,wanted to go to the highest floor like 79 level there to see the view de,but close le... was late by 20min....
then send me home n now im blogging here :) really nt in a good mood...
i have been telling myself not to think about other things but it jus cant.
Was very hard to fall asleep.
I even can cry when im sleeping.
then went awake,everything goes round n round again...
thinkin,sad n heart break.
i wonder y guy dnt appreciate girls that treat them so nice n good... or guy only like bad girl? Huh?
i dunno how long i can go on like this.. really very very tired le....
then now? cant even be friens?
must like hell n heaven? is it fair?
is it fair to hurt someone n get ur happiness?
wont he/she feel guilty or miserable?
Being love by a person is happiness,Love a person is hurtful.
Is it truth?
i really really wish we can be back to wat we used to be.
Jus stay happy n have fun? Cant?
Must really need to end everything includin being friens?
Is it even fair for me?
Do u even think of my feeling?
How will i feel?
Even till now no matter how deep u hurt me,i still thinkin that u will come to me.
I even willing to give up anything or everything jus for u.
I dont give promises,but i can give wat i can jus for u.
Love can be very hurtful... but for a moment,it can be very sweet n memorable.
Cause nothing last forever... Jus the eye u look into tells everything.
I miss the smells u have,i miss ur faces.
i miss ur body,i miss ur hugs.
i miss ur lips,i miss ur kisses.
I miss everything about u... Jus u...
I miss the way u hug me to slp. I miss the kiss every morning u will give me...
A morning kiss <3
I miss u... alot alot....
~i hope all my wish will come truth someday :)
[Xiiaoyun]
what we have been, 3:16 AM.
